#reflection1

alhamdulillah..all praise to ALLAH for all that He gave us ...

today is 12 october..it's been a week after my 20th birthday...most memorabe birthday i ever had...

firstly because, i'm 20th now,an age which is considered old enough to make my own decision and critism and etc..
2nd because i celebrate it after a month old in uni...
3rd, I've so many good friends here who wish me and gave me unpleasant surprise...

i usually didn't celebrate my birthday...eventhough my sister birthday was a day before mine..
we usually had a wishing session..and if we are at home, my sister would bake me a cake!

i miss my home..

my birthday this year came with a big responsibility as a student, a daughter because starting this year and the upcoming one will determine my future...am i or am i not capable of being an engineer??
or can i cope with all the responsibility i had as a secretariat for 2 society and active faculty member?

some people say, hey, you should be honeymoon-ing during 1st year, score for your subject 1st, don't get too involve in any student society or organisation...but as for me, i love being involve in those activities..not because i love power..but merely because i can get many experience in it...

i learn from my matriculation days that i work best in pressure...

and as we get older, i can not stop thinking if i die, what have i left for the future generation? what has i contribute for islam?

we know that as time passes, Death are nearer to us...

if i die one day......

what have i give to the ummah?